HOW CAN LIFE CHANGE OUR THOUGHTS
LIEF CHANGING THOUGHT
First time in life
I'm realised that I m immature about my thoughts.
I'm a brilliant student in school and college life.
But I made huge mistakes in my life that are-
Liking beautiful girls and loving batchmates girl
First Incident- WhenI was in school I like a girl she also pretend to like me, we never talked but there is something in eye signals and behaviour. I feel she likes me so I have been started dreaming about her. But after so many years when I was in my college I proposed her “she dumped me for my caste just because I belong to particular lower caste”. But the story not ends here because I m the fooled one. I started to think I can solve this caste problem then she accepts me, so I started preparing for competitive exams. Just after some time one of my told me that how could you like her. She already had her first relationship in class 5th with the wrost boy in the class who is just a biggest fucker of the class( basically a rich wrost guy). My neighborhood elder brother told me that he had seen her on a maternity hospital in other town with her father in intermediate courses time. And I couldn't understand that what is she doing on that place bcoz there is also a well maintained ladies and maternal hospital in our town which is run by a gold medalist female doctor. It doesn't end here one my female relative told me that she had been looking her many times staring cheap boys in muhalla. After some time I went to my home due to some health conditionsand I asked her to meet me it she refused. Then after I found out she has been in relationship with one school mate guy who is also a creepy boy towards girl who just need a girl to fuck up. I hurt me so deep and after I realised that every beautiful girl looks like simple but ends with a creepy chutiyaaas. Who is just a rich man’s son with silver spoon in mouth. It takes me so long time to get over it. Recently I got a video clip in which she is nude showing her b**bs and pu##y to her boyfriend madly. So now I know reality of that simple cultural girl who she is actually.
Second incident- My friend took me to a prostitute palace where he went frequently. She want me to have sex with her but my soul doesn't alow so come up with nothing.
Third incident- when I'm in another city just for some months. I got in addmission a coaching centre where a girl met to me. She talked to me many times but I always be straight and focused towards studies. One day there is crfuel in the city when she called me and said that she want me to go with her for safety. There a very bad situation outside in the city so I went with her to her home. Basically she lived in very huge flat ( because her father is in police officer) she offer me to come in but I refused and she strated insisting because we reached there after so many problems and outside situation is so crucial. I sat on the sofa she lived alone in the flat. She went for her change but when she came I recognised she didn't wear bra or panty she was in tshirt and shorts. She offered me coffee and I took the mug. After it she came near to me put her head on my shoulder and cuddle me trying to kiss me, on hand on my shoulder and another one in my pant first time in my life I feel so different I don't know what to do. She started saying she loves me. But I don't know how to handle all of it, I told her that it is not possible but she started to ask why you touched me now who is going to marry me and all. She showed that she is a simple cultural family type girl but after some time ( within 15 days) she brokeup by saying I m a very proudly person. Because I never taught her anything related to study just behave with her ( I knew she showed love just for study perpose so not help her in study). Quite in 15 days I was to know that she was a motherfucker because she was so experienced and experimental in s*X( I'm leaving Amy things unspoken here you can understand). As I guess she had already made with more than 40 - 50 guys even with cousins, own brother, cooks, driver, brother's friend, neighbour's uncle and many fuckers. But story not ends here after quite good time now she is in relationship with another boy with same batch by showing that simple cultural family girl attitude. She told that guy that I and she were simple casual friends never had anything. And the guy also showed her that he is very nice person as I know he is also a creepy just need a girl and perfect situation. So again I know who she is actually.
Forth incident- In college final year I met with a girl who is bold, confident but stupid in behaviour not in studies. I don't know why I start liking her and when I start to feel for her I don't know. When we were in college last days I looked at her so many times in different ways but she just smiled. She is basically a cute rich ample girl. The college ended. I came to Delhi for preparation so I searched for her on Facebook and Instagram and founded. But when I send her friend request she neglected but showing her status like single, living in Delhi too, study management. I tried in other way but she neglected. So I decided not to disturb her but when I looked her ids I found that she is hanging with some guys who are just fuckers in Delhi. And make friends some more guys in circle who is also just fuckers all the time. So that ample, cute, innocent girl hanging with fuckers finally. That is it.
Many incident- I met not these girl there are so many girls( Not all) in Delhi but all of them show that simple, cultural, family, cute, respected girl attitude outside but ended up with fuckers who are just fuckers all the time have no future. As example
- One girl proposed me to having long term relationship, she demands commitment from me but the reality is she had already many boyfriends who are just timepassers. And now she demands a commitment from me to be in relationship. Now you are judging me that I shouldn't judge her like it but wait. I didn't give her commitment and after some months she showed me her original attitude which is the actual reality. She is just a big lier who have alot of manipulation and hidden things in her life.
- One beautiful girl permanent resident of Delhi( had a rich brutal basterd as a boyfriend whom she maintain in every way) tried on me to be with her basically she wants a career oriented guy who is going to settle in near future in group A job. She also showed simple, natural, family, cultural, moral girl attitude but at the reality she is fuc**er too who can do any muscular guy with perfect opportunity.
- There are so many incidents happen in Delhi when girls( Not all) showed natural, cultural attitudes but at reality they are just looking for enjoying and s*X in every night.
Fifth incident- I went to known a couple who were living in front of my flat. In which the lady wanted to have s*X with me. For confirmation once I talked her in manipulating way and touched her every assets in se*ual way and she let me to do it, after she become horny but I came back to my flat. ONE THING I WANT TO TELL YOU “THR BIGGEST CONFIDENCE IN THE LIFE IS TO WIN YOUR OWN DESIRE”. which I learnt in that day.
Sixth incident- One day my lady cook( who is so se*y) come to me and ask “ bahiya, ye najayaz riata kya hota hai” I looked at her she come near to me and take my hand and put on her brea*t, I was like ahhh god save me, let me study and achieve my ambition.
THIS TYPE OF INCIDENTS LIKE BAHIBHI IN NEAR FLAT OR NEIGHBORHOOD, GIRLS IN SAME BUILDING, GIRL OR LADY COOK, GIRLS IN CLASSROOM, PART TIME OFFICE COLLEAGUES, GIRLS IN RELATION, COUSINS, GIRL FRIENDS IN COMMON FRIENDS CIRCLE HAPPEN ALOT OF TIME. JUST LET THEM KNOW YOU ARE SINGLE.
OHHH GOD SAVE ME!
Seventh incident- Ass I know one married working lady who lives in my neighborhood have s*X with different males many times. She is married but rented this flat just for fun. SO NOW A DAYS EXTRA MARITAL AFFAIRS ARE SO COMMON FROM BOTH THE SIDES.
Eight incident- I know a senior lady 27 who is married and belongs to a good family. She is doing cam shows on internet just for fun and also doing s*X with different singles male in front of her husband. THESE ALL ARE MAKE ME OUT OF MY MIND I CAN'T HANDLE WITH MY THOUGHT AT THIS POINT.
Ninth incident- I make a account on on some social sites and after found that there are so much couple who are interested and doing couple swinging frequently without any problems. This trend goes 20 to 50 years old couples. In which many men and women fu*led up with others men and women in front of their partners. IT'S CALLED COUPLE SWINGING.
SO FINALLY,
I learnt that you should never believed in love, emotions, relationship, sacrifices and all.
Everybody here living for his/ her happiness nothing emotional and personal.
Now I believe in being selfish, detached and not expecting anything from others.
As said “ ISHQ MERI SHEHAT KE LIYE ACHHA NAHI HAI”.
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